Take me Away.. Away from Here.

HIATUS: REOPEN DECEMBER 2009

2009-10-21T17:45:07Z

****REVAMPED FOR DECEMBER 2009****

Things

2009-08-05T13:24:44Z

Probably wonder where I have been.

No where I've just been too lazy to update this thing and I'm going to make this really short.

I did the hospital thing that was planned and then some other things. So its just been really things and I have been sleeping alot cause I can :| Buu.

The Show

2009-07-20T18:01:14Z

Itsuki has done his damage.

I'm not surprised but I expected just as much when I as Brooklyn a couple nights ago. Itsuki as torn him apart and made something new to his liking . I came across it when I saw Lou out and alone, caught in the darkest part of the city. I may not be able to read Japanese or understand it but I've been around the city to have a visual map of it. He was afraid to use his powers, but in a time of serious battle you can't think about what may happen to others if it means protecting yourself. I had to push him a bit be in the end he ended up doing pretty well. He has developed his shields that will keep him from overloading.

You can't be scared now, your battles are just beginning and you can run from it or try to negotiate out of it but as long as you are apart of this race, they will hunt for you. Many years and the worlds hasn't changed. If they want power, they'll poach their source; We are the animals and they are the hunters. However unlike our four-legged friends, we have been given the ability to fight back, use it wisely.

Nevertheless, we still haven't pin pointed Misoka, Rennie and Kouichi's kid :| ...Oh yea, I still blame that he has this trouble side from Rubii >>; I would not go out and do such a thing <<;

- Nogi

Feedback

2009-07-16T04:07:44Z

I 've been sleeping for a couple days and I woke up to his shit.

Krayons been fiddling around in Rubii's stuff, Kouichi's breathing down my back and Misoka's gone and caught himself up in who knows what anymore. Not only is he out there but he decided to drag Carmine along and now I have to deal with Kouichi. NOT what I wanted to have in my face when I woke up. I don't know how Misoka gets himself into these things, if he just stayed home , close to nothing would happen.

Once I got Kouichi to shut up I dealt with the garage situation since Rubii almost had crushed cars and since Krayon with hay-day with the garage, I ended having to stick them in a storage block without Krayon knowing for the time being. That was the shortest thing on the list and now I have to go scope out Misoka in which I am pretty sure I'll find Rennie and Carmine there..

I would think once Carmine became a Snockna and under Kouichi's eye Misoka would know not to drag him into anything. I know Misoka is trying to create some small grouping but Kouichi's side doesn't come easy and the worst thing is to be stuck in a place with no reception. I won't be working alone as my kids not the only one out there but I'll have to put up with Kouichi and Naglen for awhile.

Urgh..

- Nogi

The moons awake now with eyes wide open. My body's craving so feed the hungry.

Let me out to be Free.
Let me out to Breathe.
Let me out to Feed.

The nights my teacher and I'm her student~

Weak

2009-07-10T07:19:40Z

I've been sleeping.

Maybe it wasn't the best to use my power that day but all I have been doing is sleeping..

Bastard

2009-07-03T05:43:17Z

I should've stayed home tonight.
I should've been there.

I'll rip out his skeleton and hang whatever is left by his intestine for this...Mark my words.

You all wanted me to fight...Now I am prepared.

- Nogi

No comment

2009-07-01T07:37:36Z

Vampires. Demons. Werewolves. OH MY!

... :| Yea I'm just not going to comment.

Screw off.

- Nogi

Pants Gone.

2009-06-30T06:21:44Z

Huh...

That feelings gone now..Maybe I am just crazy or again delusional from the accident..Could be a little of both.

I spoke to Rubii a bit and aside from the fact that my pants have gone missing, he thinks I should see a doctor. Honestly, I would if there'd be one who actually get near me..Maybe if I didn't carry his name it'd be less toxic to them but I believe I am okay. I just have some bruising from impact and maybe some inner damage because it hurts when I put pressure on it.

But yea my pants have gone missing and I've been sitting around in my underwear for the rest of the evening. I could've gone and put a new pair on but I didn't put in the effort since I was going to bed soon anyways. Rubii seemed a bit quiet tonight, so I'm leaving him alone and going to bed.

If anyone see's my pants still in tacked deliver them to me :|

- Nogi

What is it?

2009-06-28T06:22:45Z

....

There's that feeling again...Its starting to feel familiar but like I told Rubii it could be a side affect from getting smacked with Kouichi's car. Nothing hurts more then the day after so I've been staying close to my room because it hard to walk with a bruised hip. I want to search out this source, it's not Lucifer, he's presence stopped bothering me awhile ago. I bought it up to Rubii but he confirmed that nothing suspicious seems to be around, so what is it?

What is this feeling that making my mind want to find it but at the same time telling me that it's a bad idea in the state I am in. Am I being delusional? I'm guessing Rubii went and busied himself with something and I wanted to go see Naglen or Hui but they have their heads to far into the books to even notice. And I am sure they'd come see me if they have felt it too. Krayon hasn't came to me either and I'd say Lucifer, but I doubt he cares.

Maaa..Whats wrong with me?

- Nogi

Family affairs

2009-06-27T07:19:47Z

My f-ing side hurts like hell.

God damnit!

If you haven't guessed I ran into Koui- well physically he ran into me with is fricken car >|. He claims it was hard to see me since I wear black but I could've swore I heard the spin of wheels of a car heading towards me then the skid. Nothing's broken, just bruised...I was actually hoping to do something for the weekend..And now I can't.

Ehh..But we did speak for a bit when he decided to get out of the car . The street is very uncomfortable to lay on so I had to caught it short and he said he had to get home for 'something' anyways... :|.....

>_< Bastard.

Though, I got home and something didn't feel right..

- Nogi

Restriction

2009-06-26T07:35:37Z

Krayon and Seki came to see me about some stuff that I hardly wanted to discuss. I gave what I could and sent Krayon off. It was nice having a little chat with Seki. My baby's growing up~ And I'm feeling a lot better which is good because right now I want to speak with you Kouichi when your mouth isn't 'busy'. I know you won't come to me..So I'll find you.

Give me a day or two...

Alles Gute zum Geburtstag Seki~ ♥

- Nogi

weather cange

2009-06-25T16:08:15Z

The winds are picking up but I can't seem to tell if it natural or this is a Midopaths work. I wish I could go see Lou and try to straighten some things out but last time I tired, Lucid forbid me. I heard they are calling for some storms I hope it is not havoc.. I'd like to watch though. I think I'll grab a snack and sit up here in the room for awhile.

So many things ..Is this pain really from stress?

- Nogi

Maa.

2009-06-24T06:11:19Z

Sometimes it just so hard to explain in words buts its the best I have felt in the last two weeks.

Ich liebe dich. ♥

- Nogi

Amour

2009-06-23T04:01:10Z

Alle wollen nur dich zähmen.

Erst wird es heiß dann kalt am Ende tut es weh.

Bitte bitte gib mir Gift ...

- Nogi

I'm sorry.

2009-06-20T04:01:27Z

I don't really know what to say.

.....

Well I did go out and pick up or missionaries from Kyoto because I was awoken by a disturbance. I took Vincent because our pilot was down and he was the only one with much knowledge. It seems the mission went well because there wasn't much injury. Seki was a little banged up and Lou didn't look like there was much damaged to him but some scratches here and there. I knew it wasn't going to be a hard mission but what went on I'll have to ask about. But not everyone came home and I knew it was going to happen, so I'm sorry, but it didn't surprise me. What I didn't expect was Lou falling apart over it..Again a void that will have to filled on what happen.

I had to go and break the news to Lukas. My family have been torturing him for years and then I go and take half of his life away and now this. Why doesn't he hate me? I'd oddly feel better if he hated me. I'd hate me too. I couldn't share his emotion but I stayed with him for the rest of the night, blankly watching him. A small bit of me feels a bit better for not promising him but the rest of me is easily dying.

Whats wrong with me?

I guess I can't say much more until I get the whole map what went on..I just hope Fairian and Lucid don't hate me too.

- Nogi

Forsaken

2009-06-14T07:01:21Z

In the search for higher learning, he has broken all known limits.

The Ruling Imperial Ferocity has condemned us; meaning every freeloader has the right to raid the systems and take anything left behind. In the mist of the remains of the fallen democracy, the worst mercenaries this side of sun, do battle not only against each other but also against the robot sentinels that the government has left behind.

Screaming through tunnels, roaring over the blacken plains they seek the spell of a post- apocalyptic head rush that only come sins uch a deadly game.

We have become Forsaken…

- Nogi

Loner.

2009-06-09T06:33:28Z

So it has been said, Seki has left. I've heard it ten times today and I am not in a panic. He didn't say anything to me before leaving so I hope he does have something up his sleeve instead of bringing an unstable Midopath to battle. I believe Lou is going for Yukio and he seems to understand the concept of working with those you may not like, though whatever happens after this mission will not surprise me.

Though nothing does anymore. I want to be sat down with and told something new and exciting.

There is a storm tonight so I haven't gone out as my body is too weak for the rain. It is one of those days when I just want to stay in bed all day. Is it the weather or my condition? I can't answer. Though, I've gotten up to open the curtains when night arose to watch the storm making the only light bare off the screen of this lap top. It's quite quiet with no one around..But its something I've gotten use to.

In secret kept, in silence sealed.

- Nogi

Aye.

2009-06-08T07:12:14Z

Kouichi stopped by yesterday to pick up his baggage from our place and spoke with Yue. When did he ever become 'Angel-friendly'? He's a Dark Mage who gets bed fucked by an Angel :| Like are you serious? And the place that he wants Yue to consider is being paid for by his agency. I can't say its in good will because of Sei's absence Kouichi's been deprived so I'd think he'd be moodier. Then again, he was right, he can't do much about it being a Mortal and so he's just sitting in wait. Must Suck.

Naglen is all tipsy, yes.. He's painted the basement and Rubii's home office in flamboyant paintings because of Lucifer. I know,I watched him do it. He should be fine tomorrow.

I went to the market today and picked Rubii up a calendar and some imported foods for the house since I hate Japanese food. Rubii wants me to learn the language but you know, if I've been in the country for seven years and didn't pick up on it, I ain't going to learn it in a month or so. :| I don't know why I never picked up on the language..Possibly because I was stuck doing something else and fluently my family only spoke German 24.7. I'd probably be speaking it just as much too if anybody but Misoka and Lukas understood me. I guess German just runs thick in my blood and I'm unwilling to learn a new one.

I know Kouichi learned the language and he's kept his own Italian tongue with it too..Than again..the idea still floats around Sei and Kou--- NO >_< God damnit. NO. Fuck.

Errrmm...Other than that its been quiet. I hate when he does this. He makes a big deal drops in Tokyo for a few days and then leaves to have us hanging and always looking around every corner just in case even when WE know he isn't there. I can't say whats going on anymore but I am tired so I'm going to take the night to sleep, alone possibly, but sleep.

- Nogi

Memorize this

2009-06-05T04:25:54Z

The meeting yesterday went as it normally went reason why I was kinda hoping Naglen was going to show up, he always goes off the handle. I ended being late because well some thought I was off getting hurt but I actually ran into one of those Ex scenarios when they don't take 'No' for an answer. Haha..nice joke, yea I had alot of those :|. I don't sit around and wait for people to get their acts together especially when they decide to come around in Seven years..More even.

I don't waste time with with sympathetic excuses and then he took the right to try and manhandle me into staying. Urgh..We argued for a good 15 minutes before I got free and left. Controversy is not what I spend my time on..

Anyways,

Not much was accomplished but two things. The chalice which I didn't really care about and Yukio. Seki's taking a team out to retrieve Yukio which I think is good for him but I wish I had more of open space to speak about the new assets we have. Now he must take only what he knows that will help him.

Naglen wanted to go but that is the same as me working onto the field. It will only cause more danger to the inexperienced. I saw Itsuki and that is what the meeting was called for. He has eyes his eyes lay around the city and I've been back to Germany .. Did you actually think Brooklyn was all Itsuki had? The time we sitting around the wading pool Itsuki gathers a group. Itsuki will be there he will treat his puppet just like Snockna wielded all his but there will be one main weapon. Everyone one was ammo under there sleeves..My family just knows how to hit them the hardest.

I have no doubt that they will get Yukio back..this is a very simple mission. It isn't again Itsuki..but Brooklyn stand alone. If Seki has been training like Itsuki told me, Seki main be the even able to do it himself. Itsuki wants me to know..He wants us all to know but its what he is doing behind the scenes that worries me. Lukas should not be worry about Brooklyn's Death, he should fear in what Itsuki may create out of him. No one understands this..No one can unless you've been there..I suppose.

Kouichi you've spoke with him to, have you not? Still you will not let your children fight with us..You understand Nami's strong asset but you keep him from us. Why do you have to be so stubborn?

Another asset on the rise are Todo's and Sena's children. I wanted to discuss it last night but again everyone was all over the place so I decided to forget about it. Hikari and Yasuo both carry Genesis genes and have weaponry skills ..But we will see how this missions goes with limitations. Scrapes and bruises they will learn from. Am I worried? No. They need to learn on their own. In my meantime I'm going to see if I can get information about Misoka's Blindness. Its not natural and probably has to do what his bad eye. I'll go talk to Naru and see if he can suggest anything with the information I've collected.

So much other things..And Krayon kept trying to turn it on me and my condition. I'll have to speak with him later as well about his prodding around. Far as anyone else knows I am fine and thats all they need to know.

Don't judge my Love life :|

- Nogi

Don't Judge me

2009-06-04T07:40:19Z

Like Seriously? Kids just don't go to sleep anymore.

:|

I'll post on the meeting a little later. I'm going to sleep first and stuff.

- Nogi

Bleeding

2009-06-03T06:06:50Z

Hm..Lucky me, my eye just finally stopped bleeding and now it just burns. I think my eye's bled more than my arm o_O...MmmRandom...I don't know what I am going to do about these problems but its nothing anyone can help me with. Well..my mental capacity, the eye-bleeding thing is a battle wound from earlier.

Tomorrow I hope I feel as strong as I do today and not has been going on in the last couple but it hasn't stopped me and as long as I pull a straight face no one will ask questions. I've called a meeting for tomorrow and I hope it turns out better than the last one since it seems Kouichi won't be showing nor Naglen if I can't pull him out of his room. I don't know what Naglen is hiding about..Staying in his room is not helping the situation. I think what makes me fear the area the most is that it is quiet in his room...Its never quiet in his room...

Mmmm..

I haven't seen much go on tonight except for my eye and some other unimportant stuff that I ran into so thats it. I'll see the lot of you tomorrow.

....I don't even know what I'm writing anymore. :|

- Nogi

Too close for Comfort

2009-06-03T03:46:34Z

I'm calling a meeting, tomorrow around Nine? Maybe a bit after. If you're going to make it, leave me a message and it will be at the Tsukioka Mansion like normal but we've created a HQ in the attic.

Don't worry about my wellness. I am fine and will see you all there.

- Nogi

Get out

2009-06-01T05:42:55Z

Deine welt, Deine welt, Das ist Deine, Deine welt.

NEIN..

Thought

2009-05-28T04:35:48Z

Unfortunately, the Angels came back here and Krayon has left due to the return and Lucifer's absence. As much as Krayon and Lucifer doesn't, I do not like these Angels here either. They upset the balance in the home and seem to only cause more problems. I do not left a finger to help them like my brother, I could care less. Though, bringing up Krayon and Lucifer is it odd enough to say they are both Fallen Angels? The last time I spoke with Rubii was about Lucifer and not being a Demon, but Demons are Fallen Angels.

Hmm. Just a random thought.

In otherwards, I don't know what Rubii and Seki are up to as it has been a couple weeks since I heard anything from them. I have something else to do..Else.

Not so Blind

2009-05-26T04:55:20Z

I came back from Germany just a couple hours ago and ran into Krayon seems like something else has happen in my absence but I wasn't in any mood to hear him out about it. I'm just so tired, I want to rest. I don't even want to talk about what happen out there.

I'll be the reason for your Pain. You can put the Blame on me.

- Nogi